So I got back from Yen Ching, right? And I get on the computer.....
And I get on MySpace. Yeah, I did it cause I didn't know if Tyler changed anything.... Like, take me off his Top Friends or change his status or whatever. But he hasn't been on sine the...19th... Now I kinda wonder if he got on to see if I did and what was wrong with me....
( All aboard the fail!boat of the day.... )
And yeah. Life is stupid. >_></div>
And I get on MySpace. Yeah, I did it cause I didn't know if Tyler changed anything.... Like, take me off his Top Friends or change his status or whatever. But he hasn't been on sine the...19th... Now I kinda wonder if he got on to see if I did and what was wrong with me....
( All aboard the fail!boat of the day.... )
So yeah. I got pissed. And it sucked more, cause I was on Tyler's profile when he IMed me, so I just got pissed. I wanted to call Nathan and yell at someone, but he had just hung up to wash his doggies. So I was pulling my hair and freaking out. Getting up and sitting back down, spinning in chair, just yeah. I wanted to yell.
So after he didn't really IM me anymore, he still hasn't, I felt like rock music. So I opened up windows Media Player and played my rock playlist... and it played Feels Like Tonight by Daughtry. And damn, the lyrics are really scary... well, scary cause they're accurate.
So after he didn't really IM me anymore, he still hasn't, I felt like rock music. So I opened up windows Media Player and played my rock playlist... and it played Feels Like Tonight by Daughtry. And damn, the lyrics are really scary... well, scary cause they're accurate.
And yeah. Life is stupid. >_></div>
- Mood:
WTF? - Music:Feels Like Tonight - Daughtry
Holy SHI-CRAP!
http://www.onemanga.com/Otaku_no_Mu sume-san/14/33/
I LOVE that manga now!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
http://www.onemanga.com/Otaku_no_Mu
I LOVE that manga now!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
- Mood:
OMG
People.... honestly, what are you smoking when you post these things on deviantART??? It's like you want people like me to choke on their own puke. -.-;;;
( Beware of the cut. )
( Beware of the cut. )
- Location:Home
- Mood:
disappointed - Music:和田薫 - Inuyasha's Poem | Powered by Last.fm
Well, I is at the libary. Cause that's how people say it. Li-bar-y. Dumbshits.
Anyway...
Nathan has been with me pretty much all day... and he stole me to the library right now.
Tyler couldn't come today. But he might be able to tomorrow. Hopefully.
And I got my face painted as a butterfly! I have one picture on my myspace, but i don't like it too much, so I'll take another one later. :)
But yeah. Bored now. I shall leveth!
Anyway...
Nathan has been with me pretty much all day... and he stole me to the library right now.
Tyler couldn't come today. But he might be able to tomorrow. Hopefully.
And I got my face painted as a butterfly! I have one picture on my myspace, but i don't like it too much, so I'll take another one later. :)
But yeah. Bored now. I shall leveth!
- Location:Central
- Mood:
hungry
Idk.... I just feel like rambling...
Well, for one thing, I've been so sad lately... And Idek why...
( LOOONG Ramble From My Heart. Quite Redunckulous. )
Well, for one thing, I've been so sad lately... And Idek why...
( LOOONG Ramble From My Heart. Quite Redunckulous. )
( LOOONG Ramble From My Heart. Quite Redunckulous. Part II )( LOOONG Ramble From My Heart. Quite Redunckulous. )
[[[Side note: I'm going through my messages on MySpace. And I am kinda looking for messages Jacob sent me, more for the one where he broke up with me.
And I come across one that Tyler sent me. Like, the one of the first times we ever communicated. And, It's before me and Jacob were going out... and just to think how I could have gone out with him in the first place and spared myself the pain.
But we're making the randomest conversation... and I just realize how much I love him and don't want to lose him...
[Then a fucking message with Jacob pops up... and I'm pretty sure it's around the time when he liked me, only I didn't notice yet...]
[But Tyler's so adorable, I have to find the last message I sent... and paste it on here.
.... I don't know if he ever messaged me back after the last one I found.....]
[And now I find another one with Jacob and him talking about the nickname I gave him...
and then he was getting worried about me....
and then we got totally random... and I laughed at the conversation... damn...]
[Found another one with Tyler! Aww~ I feel mean for what I put, but he's so cute, and I remeber the hug I asked from him due to it all...]
[Then one with Rick comes up... where I indirectly asked him to see if Jacob liked me....
Then talking about how we were gonna wait until I was older... and that I awas happy to know he like me after all...]
[One with Jacob giving his phone number to me cause I lost it... and it said "call me :)"....]
[Back to me and Rick... how when I was 15 it would be all right for us to date... and how it was only 5 months away... lol, talking about how my birthday was gonna be at Chuck E. Cheezes cause Randy worked there and I'd get a discount xD]
[Then one with Tyler, and the hug thing... I made this: o^.^o face. And he asked if I was blushing... >///< Now I am... (they were hands.)]
[Annnnnd.... Rick... talking about how I could kick his ass with my Tae Kwon Do skillz. And his ?fi tahW sticker over spiderman's crotch. And Chuck Norris stuff...]
[Tyler... we're talking about the Parade and how he saw Shelia and not me... he said we were wearing helmets. xD They were just caps.]]]
[[[Side note: I'm going through my messages on MySpace. And I am kinda looking for messages Jacob sent me, more for the one where he broke up with me.
And I come across one that Tyler sent me. Like, the one of the first times we ever communicated. And, It's before me and Jacob were going out... and just to think how I could have gone out with him in the first place and spared myself the pain.
But we're making the randomest conversation... and I just realize how much I love him and don't want to lose him...
[Then a fucking message with Jacob pops up... and I'm pretty sure it's around the time when he liked me, only I didn't notice yet...]
[But Tyler's so adorable, I have to find the last message I sent... and paste it on here.
.... I don't know if he ever messaged me back after the last one I found.....]
[And now I find another one with Jacob and him talking about the nickname I gave him...
and then he was getting worried about me....
and then we got totally random... and I laughed at the conversation... damn...]
[Found another one with Tyler! Aww~ I feel mean for what I put, but he's so cute, and I remeber the hug I asked from him due to it all...]
[Then one with Rick comes up... where I indirectly asked him to see if Jacob liked me....
Then talking about how we were gonna wait until I was older... and that I awas happy to know he like me after all...]
[One with Jacob giving his phone number to me cause I lost it... and it said "call me :)"....]
[Back to me and Rick... how when I was 15 it would be all right for us to date... and how it was only 5 months away... lol, talking about how my birthday was gonna be at Chuck E. Cheezes cause Randy worked there and I'd get a discount xD]
[Then one with Tyler, and the hug thing... I made this: o^.^o face. And he asked if I was blushing... >///< Now I am... (they were hands.)]
[Annnnnd.... Rick... talking about how I could kick his ass with my Tae Kwon Do skillz. And his ?fi tahW sticker over spiderman's crotch. And Chuck Norris stuff...]
[Tyler... we're talking about the Parade and how he saw Shelia and not me... he said we were wearing helmets. xD They were just caps.]]]
I dun remember what the second thing was.... I knew I should have typed a bit of it. >-<
Oh wait! It was that one Monday when I got really sad, and after JROTC was over, I had lunch. With Tyler and Nathan. But anyway, I was still a bit sad and everything... and then Idk what I did, but Nathan got a bit mad at me, and said no one loved me.
Then I thought of all the times Jacob said he loved me. And how he broke up with me in the end.
After that, I pictured the same thing, only with Tyler. I'm still scared of the day that might happen. And the double hit there made me want to cry again. I almost did. And Natahan got sad himself and said he was sorry. Tyler didn't really notice, he was too busy being fat and eating his food.
But then I got pissed at myself for starting to cry over him again.....
Oh wait! It was that one Monday when I got really sad, and after JROTC was over, I had lunch. With Tyler and Nathan. But anyway, I was still a bit sad and everything... and then Idk what I did, but Nathan got a bit mad at me, and said no one loved me.
Then I thought of all the times Jacob said he loved me. And how he broke up with me in the end.
After that, I pictured the same thing, only with Tyler. I'm still scared of the day that might happen. And the double hit there made me want to cry again. I almost did. And Natahan got sad himself and said he was sorry. Tyler didn't really notice, he was too busy being fat and eating his food.
But then I got pissed at myself for starting to cry over him again.....
But seriously, I hate crying over that asshole. I hate that I still care and worry for him. I hate how I used to cry in class and had everyone worring about me just because of him. I wish I could hate him, but I know I can't.
It sucks how I'm just thinking of the day when Tyler might break up with me. Or if I break up with him.
I think about it, cause then if it does happen, it doesn't hurt as bad. :\ I don't want it to happen this time...
I'm not even pissed about Jacob right now. :) (Maybe cause I've been gone for 3 hours....)
But Imma waiting on Tyler to call me. Even to he's grounded from the phone or seeing me, lol. He had six missing assignments. p=
It sucks how I'm just thinking of the day when Tyler might break up with me. Or if I break up with him.
I think about it, cause then if it does happen, it doesn't hurt as bad. :\ I don't want it to happen this time...
I'm not even pissed about Jacob right now. :) (Maybe cause I've been gone for 3 hours....)
But Imma waiting on Tyler to call me. Even to he's grounded from the phone or seeing me, lol. He had six missing assignments. p=
Okay so, this was originally a message to Lacy over MySpace, but I thought it was such and awesome moment fresh in my mind I had to put it in a journal-thinggy. =333
Have fun reading! <3
( possibly getting yelled at later, but too happy to care )
Have fun reading! <3
( possibly getting yelled at later, but too happy to care )
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:1, 2, Step - Ciara
HE SAID YES!
( [joygasm Here] )
- Mood:
dorky - Music:Stand Up - Ludacris
You this guy?:

He's quite possibly my next boyfriend. :)
But that's all up to him tho... Nathan said he was thinking about asking me out... but damn, I hope he does. I've come to realize he's so much like me... >o< Stupid Anime Con! If it wasn't held, I would never had bonded with Tyler so much. p= I already liked him a little from the start but now it's just like GRAGAH! The butterflies won't go away.
And yes. Completely over HIM. I thought he'd wait till I was older like we both decided to go back out, but apparently not. Meh, I guess he was a mistake after all. But that's over and done with, so who cares...

He's quite possibly my next boyfriend. :)
But that's all up to him tho... Nathan said he was thinking about asking me out... but damn, I hope he does. I've come to realize he's so much like me... >o< Stupid Anime Con! If it wasn't held, I would never had bonded with Tyler so much. p= I already liked him a little from the start but now it's just like GRAGAH! The butterflies won't go away.
And yes. Completely over HIM. I thought he'd wait till I was older like we both decided to go back out, but apparently not. Meh, I guess he was a mistake after all. But that's over and done with, so who cares...
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Stronger - Kayne West
Tigger fer sure! I would steal him and bring him home with me. >.>
- Mood:
awake
Wow, I was energetic like, 5 seconds ago, and now I want to go to sleep.
Can't do that tho cause Bunny's gonna call me after he gets to the camping site. Even though he's fallen asleep on many about 3 times, I don't feel like falling asleep. Well, I kind of already fell asleep three or four different times... but he'd call and I'd wake up. F'ing 12:44 at night...or morning, w/e... I'm glad he won't be at the Festival til 4 in the afternoon tomorrow. I'll be crashed in bed for a while.
Then get up, take a much need shower I skipped tonight, get dressed, and get stuff ready for mom's. Want to have fun tomorrow, Randy and Rick and everyone else are gonna be there. Beckah Boo's supposed to come! That makes Mouse happy! But most of time will hopefully be Mouse following Bunny around.
And now I feel sorry for him because now both his shoulders hurt and now one doesn't hurt more than the other. xD Or something. Lol, I was supposed to give him a shoulder massage for 20 bucks or something...lol, had no time for that after riaders....
Oh, RAIDER COMP NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!! Will be held at Harrison this time too! So yeah! We won't let anyone take our trophies! They will be here to stay.... maybe.... because the Raiders this year is made up of too many girls and LET1s... Team 1 has the advantage cuase all the LET2, 3, and 4s are on that one...
But Team 2 has an amazing LET5 team captain. ;) And Team 2 brought home that trophy. So, yay for LET5 Corporal, lol. Slacker.
But I think I've gotten better at the rope bridge. I can get across faster about 3/4 of the way.... then Sugg and Wolf have to pull me up the rope and yeah...
Holy mother of Chuck Norris.... we do repelling on Monday.... so scary. Being on Bunny's shoulders: 9' and not all that bad. Being 25' abouve the ground over a wall: Fucking scary. Mouse does not look forward to Monday...
What else to say... what else to say... uhh... I just got a new mosquito bite. Itches. Crap.
I'm getting sleepy again and feel like crashing on Bunny. But I won't do it cause it annoys me when he crashes on the phone and I think it would annoy others. So I'll be awake so he can complain about Randy's driving. Lol. Stopping by Denny's and that one Pool Place that closes at 9:00 and they got there at 9:45...
Anyway... look forward to tomorrow... or later today since it's 1:03 now. Spen some time with Bunny, hang out with JROTC friends, meet some friends I havn't seen in a while... it will be fun. You're jealous of my life.
Can't do that tho cause Bunny's gonna call me after he gets to the camping site. Even though he's fallen asleep on many about 3 times, I don't feel like falling asleep. Well, I kind of already fell asleep three or four different times... but he'd call and I'd wake up. F'ing 12:44 at night...or morning, w/e... I'm glad he won't be at the Festival til 4 in the afternoon tomorrow. I'll be crashed in bed for a while.
Then get up, take a much need shower I skipped tonight, get dressed, and get stuff ready for mom's. Want to have fun tomorrow, Randy and Rick and everyone else are gonna be there. Beckah Boo's supposed to come! That makes Mouse happy! But most of time will hopefully be Mouse following Bunny around.
And now I feel sorry for him because now both his shoulders hurt and now one doesn't hurt more than the other. xD Or something. Lol, I was supposed to give him a shoulder massage for 20 bucks or something...lol, had no time for that after riaders....
Oh, RAIDER COMP NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!! Will be held at Harrison this time too! So yeah! We won't let anyone take our trophies! They will be here to stay.... maybe.... because the Raiders this year is made up of too many girls and LET1s... Team 1 has the advantage cuase all the LET2, 3, and 4s are on that one...
But Team 2 has an amazing LET5 team captain. ;) And Team 2 brought home that trophy. So, yay for LET5 Corporal, lol. Slacker.
But I think I've gotten better at the rope bridge. I can get across faster about 3/4 of the way.... then Sugg and Wolf have to pull me up the rope and yeah...
Holy mother of Chuck Norris.... we do repelling on Monday.... so scary. Being on Bunny's shoulders: 9' and not all that bad. Being 25' abouve the ground over a wall: Fucking scary. Mouse does not look forward to Monday...
What else to say... what else to say... uhh... I just got a new mosquito bite. Itches. Crap.
I'm getting sleepy again and feel like crashing on Bunny. But I won't do it cause it annoys me when he crashes on the phone and I think it would annoy others. So I'll be awake so he can complain about Randy's driving. Lol. Stopping by Denny's and that one Pool Place that closes at 9:00 and they got there at 9:45...
Anyway... look forward to tomorrow... or later today since it's 1:03 now. Spen some time with Bunny, hang out with JROTC friends, meet some friends I havn't seen in a while... it will be fun. You're jealous of my life.
- Mood:
tired
http://www.square-enix.com/na/company/pr ess/2008/0919/
Finally! Now I have a Christmas present Dad can get me!!!!
And Bleach 188 just finished downloading, like, seriosly 2 seconds ago.
Finally! Now I have a Christmas present Dad can get me!!!!
And Bleach 188 just finished downloading, like, seriosly 2 seconds ago.
- Mood:
anxious
- Mood:
accomplished
.... I wonder...

And I would watch themhave buttsmex make "bacon" every night. xDDD But Gin would eventually kill me or something because I stalked his Izu-chan too much. And them he make me his dinner. And when Izuru would ask what it was they were eating, Gin would just say chicken. Even though there is no chicken on that particular island. 8D And after not seeing me for a while, Izuru would get get suspecious of his "chicken" dinner.
And happy belated birthday to Gin. <3 I miss yoooouuu!!!! D8

And I would watch them
And happy belated birthday to Gin. <3 I miss yoooouuu!!!! D8
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:BuriMyu cast - Kawaranai Kimochi | Scrobbled by Last.fm
Heeee. Another reason to love YouTube.
( Listen to one Story )
I remeber Kaa-san downloading this Beat Collection, but maybe not...
She thought it was just the raido station thing or whatever it is. But I really don't remeber listening to the three songs. p=
The others are Ten no Hoshi by Rukia and Yozora no Kawa by Nii-sama.
Maaa~ I dun feel like linkin' them. So if ya wanna listen to 'em, go find 'em. ^_____^ Bai~ Bai~
-virtual banana to who can tell me I was immitating! 8D Because bananas make you smarter according to Byakushi!-
( Listen to one Story )
I remeber Kaa-san downloading this Beat Collection, but maybe not...
She thought it was just the raido station thing or whatever it is. But I really don't remeber listening to the three songs. p=
The others are Ten no Hoshi by Rukia and Yozora no Kawa by Nii-sama.
Maaa~ I dun feel like linkin' them. So if ya wanna listen to 'em, go find 'em. ^_____^ Bai~ Bai~
-virtual banana to who can tell me I was immitating! 8D Because bananas make you smarter according to Byakushi!-
- Mood:
Loving - Music:Listen to One Story
Hmmm... why I suddenly got obsessed with Eiki-kun and not so much Tuti anymore?
( NAZE, TSUCHIYA????? )
( NAZE, TSUCHIYA????? )
- Mood:
hungry - Music:Burimyu Saien
So, jesu_chan, your LiveJournal reveals...
You are... 3% unique (blame, for example, your interest in mamezou) and 13% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy yaoi). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.
Your overall weirdness is: 34
(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 73% of other LJers.)
Find out what your weirdness level is!
Not cute what so ever. >_
- Mood:
lethargic - Music:REI REI JYUSANBANTAI
SQUEE! Jesse be suuuu~ happeh! 8D
!Lookit:

Yeah, I got an ultra-rare Jiraiya. And was too lazy to take a picture of myself with it, so I just used the scanner. I also got an UR Oro, but he sux. So who cares about himbesides Kabuto.
I know mom would want it, but she has that other UR Jiraiya, dontcha?? And there was an uber-cute one of Kotestu and Izumo, but two cards are too much trouble to scan. Lol, twoooo.
!Lookit:
Yeah, I got an ultra-rare Jiraiya. And was too lazy to take a picture of myself with it, so I just used the scanner. I also got an UR Oro, but he sux. So who cares about him
I know mom would want it, but she has that other UR Jiraiya, dontcha?? And there was an uber-cute one of Kotestu and Izumo, but two cards are too much trouble to scan. Lol, twoooo.
- Mood:
happy




